You know those "Relationship101" quote people you can follow on twitter? Well I absolutely love them! Here are a few that I relate to right at this moment...

-Everyone comes into your life for a reason; some good, some bad. They shape, form, and break us. But in the end they make us who we are.

-When two peple are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, and no one can ever tear them apart. (my favorite)

-Never Expect. Never Assume. Never ask. Never demand. Just let it be, if it's meant to be, it will happen.

-NEVER give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about.

-I knew I could do better for myself...that's when I found you.

-I can talk to hundreds of people in one day but none of them compare to the smile you can give me in one minute.

-When you truly care for someone, their mistakes never change your feelings because it's the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares.

-Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can, apolgize when you should, and let go of what you can't change.

-Meeting youwas fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling love with you was beyond my control.

180 degrees

There are so many emotions that have happened in just the last 48 hours. Happy, angry, sad...things have definitely gone from cloud nine to rock bottom unbelievably fast. I honestly had no clue how to handle all of this. I went and still am in a deep depression. I've lost my soul mate and my best friend. I feel like dying right now! I'm feeling so down it's crazy! I feel like I do everything wrong and right when I start to get things under control and perfect...BAM! it's all gone...you have no idea how worthless I feel. I've never been so hard on myself. I'm seriously beating myself up for everything. I had the best thing I could ever want or need. I wish I could be given the chance to start fresh and make things right...make things better. I am a different person! I am not the person he's portraying me to be. I love him so much...words can't even describe the love I have for this boy. I would literally do ANYTHING for him. I know we are meant to be together and I will try with all that I have to make sure that we are together again! I love him seriously way too much to just let him go. I will NOT let him go! I can't sleep, or eat until I'm in his arms again. I miss every single thing about him. I feel like a stupid girl, being so dramatic about everything...but I honestly feel like giving up everything. With him not wanting anything to do with me has really discouraged me and unmotivated me to do anything...all that I ask is to have another chance...doesn't everyone deserve a second chance...a chance to prove themselves...a chance to make things right? I'm telling you, I would do ANYTHING and EVERYTHING for that second chance! My love that I have for him is so incredibly real! I just beg on my shameful knees that he'll give me that chance. I promise I'll make him that happiest man ever....I love him :(

Lyrical Heartbreak

A few lyrics thats I'm relating to right now....


So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying im sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom is nothing but missing you
Wishing Ihad realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right.
Taylor Swift- Back to December

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces.
The Script- Breakeven

I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again
I'll put my hands up, I'll do everything different, I'll be better to you
I'll be waiting for you when you're ready to love me again
I'll put my hands up, I'll be somebody different, I'll be better to you
Adele-I'll be waiting

Even when the sky comes falling, even when the sun don't shine
I got faith in you and I,
So put your pretty little hand in mine
Even when we're down to the wire babe
Even when it's do or die
You can do it baby simple and plain
Cause this love is a sure thing
Miguel-Sure Thing


We say that time is meant to heal bit it still hurts inside
I wish that non of this was real cause we're so far behind
You've been all alone needing me by your side
But it's not too late, maybe we just needed time
Can we try to let it go? If we don't then we'll never know
I try to break through but you know that it's up to you
Colbie Callait- Break Through

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken.
What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say, and watching you walk away.
Rascal Flatts- What Hurts The Most


:(

Cover

Taylor and I just covered this song! So goooood haha I'll have our version up sooon!

-Olivia Elise

Long time, no blog!

Heyyyy everyone! I've been taking a little break with blogging due to excessive studying and catching up on my sleep. I swear school drains the life outta me! Now that finals are over and summer has arrived I think it's time for me to get back on track with my blogging. I have been so busy lately and I can't say I'm complaining! Between work, school, sleep and my social life I've been non stop for the past month! So much has been going through my mind and being busy defnitely allows me to not be as stressed as I'd usually be which is great! On another note, Anthony moves to San Antonio in less than a week! Ahhh! The time is flying by and it honestly hasn't hit me until right now! What will I do without my best friend?! It would be a good thing if I didn't have summer school or a hectic work schedule cause then I could go down there whenever I wanted. I know that I'll still find time to see him as he'll do the same and come down here but it'll definitely be a lot more difficult. Besides that, I know that things will be just fine and I honestly think that this will bring us a lot closer.


I have tons more to talk about but I have to start getting ready for work -_- So for now, to be continued....


-Olivia Elise

Drifting apart

Things are NOT the same anymore and it's slowly tearing me down. I don't know what to do with myself. You were my best friend. I feel like I can't even tell you anything anymore without you getting mad or defensive. Your moving date gets closer and closer and all that keeps going through my mind is the fact that we will be even more distant than we are now. My heart is literally breaking and I dont know if it can be put back together if I dont have you. I've been trying my best to do absolutely anything and everything to be with you again and I just keep getting shut down! I think I've come to the conclusion to just let things be and to not talk to you anymore. It's too hard to just "be friends"...it's not possible...at least not for me. Every time we hang out as "friends" it just brings more feelings and I just set myself up for heartbreak. I hate feeling this way. This is the worst feeling ever. Something's gotta change.

Every time I listen to this..

I'll always think of you