I'm just really not having a good week...I feel so overwhelmed with tests and quizzes and exams are right around the corner. The only upside is that summer is literally in a week. I was supposed to go down to San Antonio today to see Anthony but that's not happening anymore since my boss decided to change the schedule and work me this WHOLE WEEKEND. I'm beyond pissed but what can I do...this leads me to the topic of long distance relationships...no one ever said that this would be easy but once you actually go through it you really see how difficult it really is. The only thing that's difficult is the fact that you are never sure of when you'll see one another again. It could be a week or even a month. It's not hard in the sense that we can't be faithful to one another or anything like that, just the simple fact of being apart from your best friend, lover, and other half is complete torture. I feel like if you really love that person, you will make it work. No one said it'd be all daises and sunshine even though we'd like it to be most of the time, but I truly feel long distance can work. Anthony and I love each other more than anyone could ever know. He's beyond just being my boyfriend, he's so much more. I know with all my heart that he's the one I want to spend my life with. Call me crazy for saying that I want to marry this man even though I'm barley 20, but when you know, you know. He's like no other and one of the most sincere, caring, and all around a good genuine guy. He makes me so happy and he gets me like no one else does. Bottom line, I love him and he loves me and I can honestly say that I know 100% that we will make it. Yeah, it's hard right now because I went from seeing him everyday to seeing him every other week or month, but if we can get through this we can get through anything. Although there's a lot of downers of being long distance, there's also great things that come out of it. We've both learned to appreciate each other more and never take our time together for granted. We are always happy and never let any petty thing that we may have fought about in the past get in the way of our time together. This process has really matured our relationship immensely and in a way I'm very grateful for this blessing in disguise. These next few months of being apart will be nothing. He has moved almost a year ago and if we can make if through this tough transition then we can conquer anything that comes our way.